There is no definition for Loneliness brought on by self deprivation Rooted in fear and insecurities That feed and propel This ugly disease in the pit of my stomach I harbor like trapped animals on ships Dreaming of grassy plains and freedom There is no reason to share That I feel like death must feel The surprise of complete failure And vulnerability I say it anyway Aloud to no one at all If tears held thoughts I’d cry out a million apologies If one of them was good enough I wouldn’t be writing down words again Instead of looking you in the eye